Ostrich's and Mama's

This weekend marked the 6th year Grant and I have attended the Ostrich Egg Breakfast with Nene and Mike's family. The kids did the usual eating hardly half of what they were given and running around. We attempted something different this year and fed the Lorakeets. It was a rainy morning and we didn't stay too long, but had fun none the less.

Sunday was Mother's Day and Grant woke me up with a big hug and kiss and then quickly asked to watch cartoons. We went to church and spent some time with Nanny and then went hiking at Martin Nature Park. We stopped by the Morgan's and brought them dinner (Hank is doing well and is happy to be home). We played Mancala (Grant's newest favorite game) all evening and watched a little Avatar. Pretty low key and perfect.


This is Mancala. It's an ancient math game. Grant is way better than I am.
I've only won once. For real!

Ummm, well. This birdie went to the bathroom. On Bryan.
Which makes me laugh. A lot.



Everyone holding hands....



Grant and Edie Jane

Everyone

Connor and Scout

Perfect Afternoon at Martin Nature Park

Grant making a path for the water to flow

Graduating Kindergarten Class of 2012

There he is. The last row, first one on the left.

Now, if only I knew where he would be attending school next year.

Keep your fingers crossed for Cleveland.

A few things I forgot to mention

The day before we left for our trip, Grant had his "test and interview" at Cleveland Elementary. I thought this would be something informal and simple.

No. It was not.

We pulled up to the school and walked in. And then I freaked out.

There were tons of kids and parents running around. Most parents were dressed up and their children were in their Sunday clothes. Everyone was trying to figure out where to go. Grant decided he was going to freak out too and hid behind me for a good 5 minutes.

We arrived at the designated time and place a little early, and so we stood outside the classroom where, there were other children already testing. Apparently Grant wasn't the only one who made the interview cut. Clearly, Grant should be allowed to go to school here and having to "prove" it bothered me even more.

Since when are essays from parents, teacher recommendation letters (3 of them were required), schmoozing at auctions and forcibly meeting strangers to try and "network", trying to make friends with the Principal so maybe your kid will stand out in the finals and testing your child BEHIND CLOSED DOORS necessary to transfer to an elementary school.... that's three blocks away from my house.

 I've been working this thing for months now.

Months.

And, hand writing a thank you note to the principal.

And, offering to present some type of program during dental hygiene month for kids.

And, promising to be a member of the PTA and volunteering to garden at the school.

This is making me crazy.

And, I still don't know if he got in. My stomach is in knots.

My view of Grant. Behind closed doors. In a real school.
Testing on I don't even know what.

On the way to this awful experience, we stopped at the usual stop light at 10th and Penn coming back from YMCA downtown. Grant ALWAYS wants to go into this terrible, filthy and totally unsafe thrift store because they put half of their store items outside for everyone to see, which is basically a bunch of junk you wouldn't even buy at a garage sale.

Grant decides at the stop light that this is where he wants his 7th birthday party to take place.

At the disgusting, dirty and scary place.

I'm going to have to find a new route home.

The end.

April 29th. One year later.

Sunday marked the anniversary of  Dad's death. It's been a hard year. A lesson learning year. A heart breaking year.  A year of memories that will never leave me.

We decided it would be a good day to drive to Taos. We had a beautiful drive and stopped to shop and look around town. Poor little Grant had the worst allergies and sniffled the whole time. He was so well behaved as we shopped and made friends at each place we visited. We came home and had dinner at Il Piatto, my favorite Italian restaurant in Santa Fe. Grant had been there with me as a baby and it was neat to come back with him and create a new memory.

We each drew at our place setting  in honor of Dad. He was such a doodler. I found so many of his doodles on cards, bills, business documents...We each drew something we remembered of his. Of course, Grant drew something else. He didn't get to know Dad and his doodles, but I'm glad to say the doodle gene is indeed present in him. Dad would be proud.

It's a dinner setting. With spinach, broccoli, fish,
and chicken.

Dad's famous one legged man

Dad's dog doodles. Always a favorite.

After dinner we came home and went to the river one last time. To say goodbye. And to smash the urn. And at that moment it ended for me. Now it's time to carry on the good memories and teach Grant all the wonderful lessons Dad so lovingly taught me. I'll miss ya, Dad, but my chin is finally up again.

Santa Fe, Day Three and Four

We did a little shopping on day three while Uncle Dave and Aunt Paula hiked about. Grant wasn't thrilled with shopping, but was a trooper none the less. We cooked out again, Uncle Dave cooked pork chops and we had a nice time before they left the next day. Uncle Dave made a fan of pork chops out of me. Who knew I'd like them grilled.?Anyway, it was a quiet day and we went to bed early.

Saturday we decided to take Grant to Bandolier. It's one of Dad's favorite hiking spots. Grant wanted to go and see the "Indian Holes", so off we went.

Grant sticking his head out of one of the "windows"

One view from high up in the cliffs

Grant stuck between a rock and, well, a rock

Auntie Lauren and Grant in one of the largest dwellings.
This would be a Galardia kind of home back in the day.

Just too sweet!

Part of the hike

Grant managed the ladders on his own and did
very well. Some of them were pretty long.

We made it about half way back and Grant just "couldn't walk anymore".....Auntie Lauren ended up giving him a piggy back ride the rest of the way to the car. Thanks, Lauren. you totally saved my back on that one. We stayed in and watched Ratatouille and called it a night.

Santa Fe, Day Two

Day two was more serious. We spread Dad's ashes. It's been a very long and difficult year for me without him. I  feel now I can start to heal knowing he is finally at rest exactly where he wanted to be (and out of my dining room).

The forecast that day called for extreme high winds, which isn't something helpful given out task. We all woke up, had breakfast together and walked to the river near our little house. Dad always loved it there. Lauren and I had scoped it out the day before and the river was dry. We arrived there that morning and there was plenty of water. A running stream in fact. And the winds? Not a breeze to speak of. You know me, that was a sign. We were in the right place at the right time with the right people. The people who loved Dad. Always.

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I have no words. Tears of sadness and tears of
peace. I miss you, Dad. And will always love you.
With my whole heart.

We drove to Chimayo after this, another one of Dad's favorite places to finish his final resting place. We met Jill and Ridgely (no photo for reference, bummer). Jill and Grant made some crosses out of sticks and floated them down the river where placed Dad (we had a few places we thought he'd want to be). Aunt Paula read a few words from some lovely poems and into the river number two Dad went.

 The entrance to Chimayo.
 The river is behind these crosses.

Jill was kind of enough to treat us to lunch at the local restaurant right by Chimayo. We had a long leisurely lunch and good conversations. Lots of talking about cars, which Dad would have appreciated. (especially Jill's Mercedes AMG, holey smokes, lady)!

We came back to the ranch for a bit and who should show up but our most favorite ranch dogs, Pupup and Lulabelle. Dad loved these guys. We all do. They are the sweetest poodles you'll ever want to know. We hadn't seen them thus far on our trip and were worried about them. They've gotten a little older and move a bit slow, but are the same friends we've loved for years. And how appropriate they show up just as we pull in from Chimayo.

We had a nice family dinner at Pasqual's (thanks Uncle Dave and Aunt Paula). We even got our own table, which is tough there anymore. While the food was good, I discovered I'm not so hippie/organic as I thought I was. I've become slightly more "preppy" if you will, and think my Pasqual's days are over.
 Thanks for dinner, Pasqual's. You can keep your fish tostado next time. However, the brie was fantastic.

Santa Fe, Day One

Auntie Lauren, Grant and I packed up last week and headed to Santa Fe to finally put Dad to rest where he wanted to be. The drive was good and surprisingly enough there were very few complaints from the back seat. He watched a movie some of the time, did this part of the time:

and played on his Leap Pad the rest. I actually saw him looking out the window for long periods of time just taking in the mountains and different atmosphere.

Apparently, my sister drives like our father did. She managed to get us to New Mexico by noonish. And that's with 4 stops....I took over in New Mexico and drove sort of the speed limit, a lot closer to it that Auntie Lauren.

We did our usual stop at the grocery store and drove up to our little house and looked around the ranch.

 Here's a picture of our living room.  Of course I forgot to take pictures of the outside of the Coyote House. Oh well.



We stopped by the bunny pen first. There were tons of big eared
bunnies and little baby ones like this one as well.



Lauren captured this shot. Reminds me so much of Dad.

Grant taking in the view.

Grant hanging out on our back porch.

We cooked out with Uncle Dave and Aunt Paula the first night. They arrived a little after six so we had everything ready to cook when they got there.

Peacocks were all over the ranch. Can you believe this? I've never
been able to capture one like this. Beautiful. And, they are so LOUD.
Good little guard dogs. Anytime you get in their territory, they squeal.

Grant and Lauren petting the mules. There  were little lambs and goats
as well, but there were too little to pet.